Longest Week

I've been moving onward and upward after the confidence fiasco with my last promising job.  I've scoured the job boards day after day.  I swear I'm looking at the same stuff over and over again.  I've applied to a wide array of companies for a variety of positions.  I feel like I've been sitting in the same spot for a week straight.

Oh wait.  I have.

That being said, this week has been pretty slow.  Although I'm working towards eventual employment, I feel absolutely useless and somewhat alone.  I'm quite isolated out here at Andrew's, and I feel it every time he leaves to game with his buds.  The Earth will stop spinning before I ever think of stopping him.  And the impact of this is fading over time.  There are a few things I can do to fix that.... one of them being a car.  I have a few solutions to this, but first I have to change my driver's license over to a Pennsylvania one.  More on that later.  As for the car situation, leasing is my best option.  Especially considering that monthly renting is close to or over 1,000.

As for changing my license, I've been hesitant.  It's not that I can't or don't know how to switch it over here in Pennsylvania, it's just personal.  I don't want to turn over my Michigan license.  I feel as if I won't be a Michigander anymore once I change it.  Like I won't belong there.  And if I don't belong there... and I don't really don't have a place here, then I'm kinda.  Homeless.  How to explain this, cause it's not as cut and dry as what it sounds...  This isn't my place.  It's Andrew's.  The house he grew up in.  I will always be eternally grateful for being able to stay here while I get things going.  And, as corny as this sounds, I feel like I belong with Andrew and I know it.  I'm just ready to get things going again.  I was so busy during school, and now it's slower than molasses in January.  In Michigan, that is.

I'll type up more later.  Right now, I'm tired.